Monday, June 14, 2010

VISITING

I'm leaving for NH tonight.
I wanted to visit Ben's grave before returning home.
I was nervous and my stomach hurt.
I just can't believe it's real.
It seems so surreal.
The cemetery is beautiful and peaceful.
But it's still so hard.
I miss that boy with every fiber of my being...

14 comments:

Smilin' sunshine said...

Beautiful pictures. Beautiful flowers. Beautiful family.

Jenny said...

*sigh*
i love you so.
Ben too.

Junior said...

Sending lots of big hugs.

Adam and Anya said...

Becky, that looks like such a beautiful place of rest...peaceful and sacred. Your photos are very touching. I'm sure you just ache to see your sweet Ben again. It will happen. Prayers, Friend.

LL said...

:(
love you.

The Kings said...

My heart is breaking for you. I'm crying and I didn't even know Ben. Lots of prayers for you to get through this very hard time.

Amy M. said...

I have always like that cemetery- even more now knowing that he is buried there.

The Mormon Monk said...

I love you, Becky. Can't wait to give you hugs and kisses in a couple weeks.

TMI Tara said...

I burst into instant tears at these pictures. I wish I could give you a hug. I love you and hope you feel my love and the savior's love and BEN's love. xo

Devoney: said...

Hi, we've never met before, but I'm Devoney, mom to hydran angel Xavier. My heart breaks for you at this time, because I've been there, too. Thank the Lord for the plan of salvation.

shirlgirl said...

My dear sweet niece, my heart just breaks for you. Please know that you are loved so very much. I wish I could take away your pain. I am here for you always. The pictures are lovely--the flowers are beautiful. I'm sending you hugs. May our Lord bless you and comfort you and your wonderful family.

Sojourner said...

The photos are poignantand I can understand the emotions there,Another big hug for you,:-) diane

KeriLyn and Matthew said...

I can't eben begin to understand how you are feeling these days....but know that we are thinking of and continue to pray for you....sending lot of love your way.

Fran├žoise said...

My thoughts and prayers are with you...
Fran├žoise from France, mother of a disabled boy who passed away some years ago.