This process of Ben's death has been so very hard.
I'm completely exhausted from the whole weekend.
I've been carried by my elder brother, Jesus Christ
and by your many prayers.
You have been a part of the process.
The GOOD part of the process.
Those that love and care so deeply for our family.
We feel that love.
We feel that love so deeply.
As I was preparing for Ben's funeral,
I knew that LILIES were the flowers
that I wanted to represent my sweet child.
I contacted a friend who owns a local flower shop.
I told her I needed about 45 Lilies for his special day.
She donated them.
I was so very touched.
This is just one of the many blessings that we have received.
And I know there will be many more to come.