My heart is just so heavy. To know the pain of another is hard. I remember when April and Emily came out for Ben's funeral...I drove to the airport to meet them. Oh how I needed them. I remember as we were driving home, saying to them, "I KNOW you will feel this pain someday and I wish somehow I could take that from you." But I knew I couldn't...
Yesterday April had to say goodbye to her 7 year old SWEET Caleb. And now she's feeling that pain. And it's so hard.
How I love her. We met almost 3 years ago for the first time in person, even though we met online 6 months previous to that. Our boys brought us together and for that I will always be grateful.
Thank you April, for being my sister and friend. Thank you for loving Ben as much as your own children. Thank you for sharing Caleb with me, especially when Ben was no longer here. I found great comfort in holding Caleb, and feeling his celestial spirit radiate through my body.
And thank you Caleb, for being true to your mission here on earth. I love you!!!