Tuesday, August 12, 2008

GRIEVING


Not a lot I want to say on my blog this particular day as I have been through one of the hardest trials of my life. A week ago yesterday I found out that the baby girl that I have been carrying for 20 weeks had passed away. Found out via ultrasound. I was completely devestated. Even harder was having to carry my baby until Friday which was the soonest they could do the surgery necessary to take the baby. Surgery went well. Physically I am recovering quickly. Emotionally I know it will take a long time. I am still grieving so please forgive me in my absence of blogging.

27 comments:

troutdalites said...

Becky, I'm so sorry to hear your news. Cheryl told me when we were in Nauvoo last week. She found out from your parents in Boston Friday night. Each time I saw your blog with no new post, I said a Becky prayer for this difficult time. Please take care of you, and know you are loved from coast to coast!
Dee E.

Erica said...

I'm at a loss for something meaningful to say at times like these, but, know we love you and are praying for you in our family. I send a hug your way...

Okiemunchkinsmom said...

I'm so very sorry :( My thoughts are with you and your family.

Ashlee said...

I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you. Take care!

Rachael said...

Becky you are in my thoughts and my prayers are with you and Steve.

Alicia said...

Becky, my heart is breaking for you. What a sad loss for you and your family. I am glad to hear your physical recovery is going well.

paulak said...

Becky,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family. Please know that you are always in my heart and prayers. Love you!

LL said...

love to you Becky...i'm so sorry!
my heart aches each day for you and your family.
You have so many people out there who love you and are praying on your behalf. I hope those prayers of comfort are felt. I'm glad your physical body is feeling better, you've been sick for so long.
The emotional really will take time, I just wish there was more we could do you help you.
Take time to take care of you!
and know that you're loved and thought of often!

ChefTom said...

Becky,
I am so sorry for your loss, our thoughts and prayers are with you and Steve.

Tom

thecotefamily said...

Oh, Becky...I am so sorry. Please just know that so many prayers are being offered on your behalf. I pray you will find solace and comfort, that you might feel a measure of peace as you mourn your daughter. We mourn with you.
love, Cindi

Mostly Stacie's Space said...

Love you, there is nothing I can say to help you, I know. I can only trust that Heavenly Father will hold you in the hollow of his hands and give you the comfort that you need. Love you so, Stacie

Rachel said...

I started to comment last night, but couldn't quite find the words. I am so sorry for your loss. I can imagine the heartbreak, especially after what you've been through.
As you said on my blog, the gospel can and does bring peace. You are in our thoughts and prayers. We love you.

Gilbert Family said...

I'm so sorry Becky. We have you and your family in our thoughts and prayers.

Homeschool Mom said...

Becky,I love you and we have been praying for you. Just know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. There isn't anything that anyone can say that will take your pain away, but if you ever need us we are here for you. Do what you need to do for you. I love you!

Maria

smart mama said...

you are still in my prayers- i think of you every day- i am so sorry for your loss.

Amy said...

Becky!!!!! Ughhhh! I feel soooooo sad right now after reading this. You have been through so much. You are in my prayers.

Cathy said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. Please know that I am thinking of you and your family.

Melanie said...

Becky-I haven't commented before, but I just wanted you to know how sorry I am about the loss of your baby girl. You have been through so much and my heart hurts for you right now. Take care of yourself --Melanie (Morgan) Connell

Meredith said...

Becky,
I am so so sorry for you and your family.
All my love,
Meredith

Anonymous said...

My sweet Becky...I am so, so sorry. I hope my thoughts and prayers will help you, Steve and your family get through this. I love you so much!
Forever your friend,
Kristen Batista

~ eRiN ~ said...

I love you and I'm so sorry.

Michelle said...

Becky I am so sorry. You have been through alot lately. You are in my prayers.

LL said...

those perfect little feet...so tiny. I'm glad you have that sweet little tangible part of your baby girl. Kadee Lynne is a beautiful name.
thinking of you so much today!

Amy M. said...

Becky and Steve,

We were sad to read this unexpected turn of events. We are so sorry for your loss. Words can never fill the emptiness. But please know that we love you both and that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
Love from, Amy and Paki

Eva said...

Becky,

I am so sorry for you loss and will pray for you to recover quickly physically and that the Lord will help you recover emotionally. You are an amazing woman and the Lord wouldn't give you hardship he knew you couldn't handle. We're thinking of you.

Love,

Eva, Nate and the rest of the Challen's

Heather O. said...

Crap, crap, crap! (insert any number of swear words here). I've totally been there, babe, and nothing sucks more. I'm so sorry and want to throw a chair across the room in your honor. Not because I hate my chairs, but, you know, because you probably won't, and it needs to be done. If you need to talk to someone who has been there, give me a ring.

Charlene said...

I know you've already heard this numerous times, but we are so sorry for your loss. We are praying for you and reminding you of our love and thoughts for your family at this time. We hope the sunshine will break through the clouds of sadness soon.
Love, Maury and Charlene