Monday, June 14, 2010

VISITING

I'm leaving for NH tonight.
I wanted to visit Ben's grave before returning home.
I was nervous and my stomach hurt.
I just can't believe it's real.
It seems so surreal.
The cemetery is beautiful and peaceful.
But it's still so hard.
I miss that boy with every fiber of my being...
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14 comments:

  1. Smilin' sunshineJune 14, 2010 at 6:24 PM

    Beautiful pictures. Beautiful flowers. Beautiful family.

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  2. UnknownJune 14, 2010 at 7:15 PM

    *sigh*
    i love you so.
    Ben too.

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  3. JuniorJune 14, 2010 at 7:56 PM

    Sending lots of big hugs.

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  4. Adam and AnyaJune 14, 2010 at 8:06 PM

    Becky, that looks like such a beautiful place of rest...peaceful and sacred. Your photos are very touching. I'm sure you just ache to see your sweet Ben again. It will happen. Prayers, Friend.

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  5. LLJune 14, 2010 at 8:24 PM

    :(
    love you.

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  6. The KingsJune 14, 2010 at 8:43 PM

    My heart is breaking for you. I'm crying and I didn't even know Ben. Lots of prayers for you to get through this very hard time.

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  7. Amy M.June 14, 2010 at 10:21 PM

    I have always like that cemetery- even more now knowing that he is buried there.

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  8. The Mormon MonkJune 14, 2010 at 10:37 PM

    I love you, Becky. Can't wait to give you hugs and kisses in a couple weeks.

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  9. Tara BennettJune 15, 2010 at 12:51 AM

    I burst into instant tears at these pictures. I wish I could give you a hug. I love you and hope you feel my love and the savior's love and BEN's love. xo

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  10. AnonymousJune 15, 2010 at 1:30 AM

    Hi, we've never met before, but I'm Devoney, mom to hydran angel Xavier. My heart breaks for you at this time, because I've been there, too. Thank the Lord for the plan of salvation.

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  11. shirlgirlJune 15, 2010 at 8:52 AM

    My dear sweet niece, my heart just breaks for you. Please know that you are loved so very much. I wish I could take away your pain. I am here for you always. The pictures are lovely--the flowers are beautiful. I'm sending you hugs. May our Lord bless you and comfort you and your wonderful family.

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  12. SojournerJune 15, 2010 at 12:27 PM

    The photos are poignantand I can understand the emotions there,Another big hug for you,:-) diane

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  13. KeriLyn and MatthewJune 16, 2010 at 1:45 AM

    I can't eben begin to understand how you are feeling these days....but know that we are thinking of and continue to pray for you....sending lot of love your way.

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  14. FrançoiseJune 17, 2010 at 12:37 PM

    My thoughts and prayers are with you...
    Françoise from France, mother of a disabled boy who passed away some years ago.

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